So I really like these chrome books

We got new chrome books at school and I found out that nothing with Google is ever able to be blocked now. Meaning that I can update my blog while sitting in math class, like so. I really need to go back and tell about the wedding of my brother and then the more recent events but I'll get into that whole mess of things later today or perhaps tomorrow. As I previously stated, I am at school. It's the last day, but hey it's nice that we get to have a bit of fun.

I know, I know

I've been promising a detailed post of everything that occured just two short weeks ago during my brother's special day. The day he got married. But, at the moment I really honestly don't have the time. I am just squeezing this post inbetween finishing one assignment and another. I am so busy because I am a pro at procrastinating. Anyways, I'll be back later tonight to possibly write that post and get all that in order then I will talk about some other things.

Class Registration

It's that time of the year again for our high school, Registration. The time where they expect you to be able to know what the heck you want to take months later when your interests may have changed. I guess that I am sufficiently prepared for the registration process. It may be short and to the point but it is also very easy to screw up. I am quite sure that I will regret taking the Honors track of English classes offered for my grade, but I will survive and it is for the best. I really am not in much of a writing mood but I'll be back later to tell you all about the classes that I'm going to be taking.

That's all folks.

Why Is My Nose So Finicky?

I seriously am quite fed up with my nose lately. I keep getting these nosebleeds that last for hours and now this one is lasting for almost 24 hours. I just get so frustrated. It keeps going down the back of my throat and if I don't swallow correctly, I sorta choke on the blood chunks that are hanging out in the back of my throat. It's hard to describe but yeah I'm pretty sure it's been running down my throat all last night too because I woke up with a salt taste that was metallic too and I knew it was blood but I didn't know where it had come from. I don't know what to do, I'm really dizzy and as soon as I try to do anything remotely physical, I get black spots in my vision and such. I've passed out before in my life so I know what the feeling is that you get before it happens, and I felt like that all day. It was wretched. I really was glad to just come home and change into my comfy clothes and make a cup of tea.

I really don't want to do my homework because I can't focus and I've got a headache. But I really should considering it's the first homework of the last unit of this darn class. But I'll get through it. I feel like I did pretty good on this past test, it was all stuff I knew. So that's good, but having two tests in the same day was simply killer. I can't believe that I managed to make it through them both. But I did and here I am. Hopefully I don't pass out or anything.

Okay, my rant is over, thanks for listening. Bye now.

Tea and books

I don't quite understand why people expect such high things of each other when they usually don't do much for themselves. Why can't I just be a happy bookstore owner who has a small cafe on the side where we have tea. Why can't people be happy with the small life. It's so comfortable and peaceful. Sure, with success comes all sorts of adventures and opportunities to go somewhere new but really all I want is to have a steady income of my own in a job as my own boss. I would ideally be running it practically by myself but I wouldn't mind. It'd be hard sometimes but I wouldn't be able to bear it any other way. Too easy and it becomes boring, too hard and it becomes a source of stress. Perhaps I could find a business partner or something but I doubt it really. I'd probably be able to draw during the slow times and keep up with my writing. The shop would be open only during the day, no late nights so that I would t have to worry about it taking over my whole life. I can't stop thinking about this idea. It's perfect and at the same time it makes me sad to think that I'll probably never achieve it.

Sporadic Posting is Sporadic

Hello again. I know it's been a while since I actually posted a large post and not just crappy little things so here goes nothing. I went to a hockey game this afternoon with Olivia as I previously mentioned if you read my post before this. It was a really good game but I got a killer headache at the beginning. My head still hurts in fact but i'll survive. My mother told me when I got home that wine gives you headaches really easy, well at least for her. This is relevant because my mother and I were at a winery yesterday evening and got to each try six or seven different wines. But I digress, I got to eat a lot of food that was bad for me but tasted really good, so that's a plus. The game itself was very good because we were being shut out for the first period and then we got our stuff together and came back to tie them at the end. It obviously ended up going into overtime and then we scored right away.

I hope that I don't feel like crap tomorrow morning like I do right now. I didn't really eat anything for supper because I feel that horrible. In other news, Once Upon a Time is off hiatus and so my mother and I watched that a short time ago. My father found an iPod shuffle in the back of a bus, literally inside the seat. He isn't sure how long it was there but no one ever asked for it to try and find it, so he brought it home and although we've found the family's name that it belongs to, we can't find the family so I guess we keep it...? I'm not sure, we will continue looking for them to try and return it but I don't know if we will be able to so he said we could keep it for now until the family is located. The music on it is quite good actually. A really nice mix of old country music, rock, pop, and opera music. It was obviously a shared family piece of technology. I'm listening to the music on it right now and I have it on shuffle. I'm finding out I like more music than I thought.I also am in a painting class at school and I am having so much fun. I may upload pictures later if I feel like it and by later I mean tomorrow or something.

Oh wow, the rain just got really heavy all of a sudden and I can hear it. It is really calming. I hope it stays like this when I go to bed because it makes it so easy to fall asleep. Hmm. And now it's all gone. How utterly annoying.

That's pretty much all I have to say.

Hockey, Again.

Olivia and I are at another hockey game, although this one isn't going as well as some others. People keep falling and it's hilarious.

I don't know what else to write I'll update more after I get home.

Alone and loneliness are two separate things.

I am surrounded by people but I have never been more lonely.

Please forgive my sporadic posting

It's was my birthday on last Friday,  and it simply occurred to me that I should really post something about this. I've got good pictures of all my birthday presents, so I'll be adding those to the end of my post. :) Anyways, my birthday was awesome. I got to hang out with my friends and still go to a game with some of my family and we had lunch together today. We got to go to Hu Hot because it was my choice. :) I love that place, the food is so good, plus I'm excellent with chopsticks if I do say so myself.

I guess I haven't been posting lately because I have felt life, not post worthy. Just a boring everyday schedule. I will apologize ahead of time for the next three months. I will be having two classes that are notorious for giving out homework by the armload, instead of just one. I may not post much, but when i do, I'd expect it to be on the go, perhaps even on the bus. I may have turned 16 but I'm not allowed to go take my driver's test until spring because my parents are worry warts.

time to spam you with my birthday presents!

BROWNIES~! AWWW YEAH. BE JEALOUS. 

This Won't Be Your Normal Kind of Post

We are at the hockey game tonight. This is Kayla's friend Olivia, by the way. Kayla is a tad busy at the moment, and by that I mean I took her phone. It's our hometown team, the Gamblers vs. the Phantoms. Both Kayla and I aren't big sports people, bit are total freaks when it comes to hockey. We're here with my dad and his somewhat girlfriend and our team is currently winning. Hopefully we'll pull this one out!

~Olivia

Road Trip!

So I've now been sitting in a truck for about a total of four and a half hours and I'm so bored. I know I haven't posted much lately, but I've had nothing important to say. Anyways, I am headed to lower Michigan to visit an old friend of the family. We stopped a White Castle restaurant to eat just a bit ago and their food was surprisingly not that good. The burgers were super thin and the bread was super soggy. It was gross, the only part that I liked was the chicken rings. Yes I said chicken rings, I was surprised at first too, but they were actually sorta good. I tried playing harvest moon for a while but I got a headache and all so I'm trying to not make it worse.

Now we are at some random gas station and my dad is putting oil in the truck so I hope every thing is going okay. He just said "don't worry, Old Bessy uses oil every now and then" so I guess we're good to go.

Promise to post again tonight after we arrive. Bye now.

It's been awhile, I know.

I've just been all out of sorts lately. Meaning, that I don't feel like myself. I can't seem to get enthused about anything at all lately. I think I may be beginning to get depressed again even though there is nothing to get depressed about. I don't even understand myself lately. I know that some of my friends have noticed it. I just hope to god that they don't mention it before I can get myself back together. I can't talk about it. Not yet. But I will sometime. Someday.

I've taken a lot of pictures of the fall colors, but I don't seem to have the motivation to post them right now. I'll try and do them on Monday night. And then maybe I'll get around to possibly saying what's up. But I'm not sure yet. I still have lots of thinking to do on the matter. I hope that Olivia is okay, I know that something is up with her but she hasn't been able to open up and rant about it yet. Whenever she feels the need to though I hope she knows that she can rant to me.

I'm going to go now, Bye.

a solemn post

About just how horrible of a day I had. The whip cream on the top has just occurred actually. I'm am so freaking self centered it's not even funny. This is ridiculous. Olivia, I'm so sorry that I never am really there for you. Feel free to knock some sort of sense into me anytime because I obviously don't have any. At all. Also, I'm going to the football game on Friday with you and I am pretty sure that my parents can drop us off.  Sorry that I can't help with your mom. I really wish I could, really. But there's not much I can do, at least it doesn't look like it so far. If there's anything. Anything at all that you require of me, do tell and I'll try my best to help you.

I'm not even going to get into why my day was so horrible because then I'll just get all worked up again and then I'd be of no use to anyone. SO. On that note I think I will give this post a wrap and be done here.

sorry it's so short. I don't feel much like writing.

Bye.

>100 Pageveiws!

HOLY CRAP I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS.

This just made my night. OH YES. :D Please disregard my excessive use of gifs but hey, I'm excited alright? for me this is amazing because I don't think my life is worth looking at, it's really not all that great. at all. But if you guys think so, then hey, that's great. I'm getting really curious now why over half of my pageveiws are coming from Russia though.  Thanks y'all. :)

So, long story ahead my friend

Like I said, Long story time. So grab a beverage or some sustenance and get cozy.

So you all know how I got my nose cauterized the other day, right? Well I did an I went to golf practice like normal. But exactly three swings into a game of nine holes, my nose opens like a floodgate and suddenly I'm trying to stop the blood with nothing but my hands because I don't exactly have anything else. Needless to say, I was extremely glad when it stopped in a few minutes. Despite this, my golf coach found it necessary to send me home anyways and so I was forced to call my mother to ask her to come and pick me up out at the golf course. I got all the usual odd looks but at least this time I had a legitimate reason. I believe that sitting on the side of a golf course next to the highway, with a school bag. Anyways so after thatlwhole ordeal, I was bummed to find out that my parents wouldn't be allowing me to play in the golf match today. Sheesh.

So now I'm on my way home from Peshtigo. I was there to try on bridesmaids dresses and we decided on one and such so we were happy.while we were there my mom peeked at the clearance rack and saw a dress she thought I'd like for homecoming next Saturday, so she brought it out for me and I tried it on. I really liked it and it fit really good so mom bought it for me.

That's pretty much all I have to report tonight my friends and I'm staying home this weekend so expect more updates okay? :) bai.

Getting your nose cauterized sucks

No kidding, it really does. It doesn't hurt when it's happening, they just have this stick with silver nitrate on the end that wherever they touch the inside of your nose, it reacts with your tissue and burns it. Because they give you some numbing solution in your nose beforehand, you don't feel it burning the inside of your nose, but you do as soon as the meds start to wear off. Which actually doesn't take that long. So now I'm just blaring my music and trying my hardest not to think about it.
Oh yeah, that reminds me. I have my first piano lesson of the school year with my private teacher. She's been teaching me for years. She's practically an extra grandmother to me. I can't wait to go see her and be able to say, "Hey, guess what? I just got my nose cauterized!" her reaction will probably be priceless.
Anyways, I have to do homework now so bye.

New Phone!!!!

So I got an iPhone a few days ago and this is me, posting with it. No particular reason why I'm posting so early. Actually there is. School. Speaking of, I need to get a move on if I want to make it there.

Week one; done.

So my first week of school is done. Holy crap. Talk about a lot of homework. Dang. I literally just finished my homework for this weekend. I've been busy, granted but still. Totaling up the time it took me to do my homework was about two to three hours. anyway, I really have to go again. I'll try to find the time to talk about the weekend later this week.

Bye now.

Ugh, School.

Why does it have to be so long? Why did I sign up for golf practice after school everyday for another two and a half hours? It must have been in the terms and conditions that I constantly neglect to read, just skip over and say I Agree. :) Oh well. When I finally got home tonight, it was supper time and then after that it was time to do my homework (yeah homework on the first day, it's sophmore year, what did I expect?) and Now is when I've finally gotten a spare second to do anything. But I'm going to keep this short and just say that I'm in love with every class except my third hour.

Although even my third hour won't be sooo bad as I thought. At least I have it with Olivia and at least I get to laugh at Quinn's idiocy every five seconds or so. He is going to make me laugh in class so much. I really hope he doesn't get me into too much trouble. Olivia is on the other side of the room from me, which sucks, so I can't even talk to her. :( It's like helloooooo over there!!!!

Anyways, I have things to do and not much time to do them so I'm going to go now and just say that school was awesome and I'd love it a lot more if it could just not take up so much of my day.

Night all, I'm really fricking tired.

Leaving

That's right. I'm leaving tonight. For camp, like usual. I don't want to go yet though. Like there's so much more I want to do before my summer is up. When I get back from camp this weekend, school will be starting. No. Just no. I don't want it. I want the intellectual challenge maybe but definitely not the douche bags who go to school with me.
OH MY GOSH I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING. SHAWNETTA JUST FINISHED THE LAST PART OF THE BLACK CAT AND I GET IT TO READ ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. AWWWW YISSSS.

*Excitment + Fangirling*

Now that I'm done with that, I thought I'd just tell you all right off the bat that I've got really hard classes for the first trimester so I might not post as often as I'd like to. Anyways, Yeah so I'll just give you guys those pictures from the fair and then leave you to it.

Bye now, enjoy my crappy photography.

Max doing tricks on his skateboard

This lovely couple was sitting down by the water at the fair and I just had to snap a picture

My friend Olivia actually took this one upside down, lying on her back

Olivia's picture for the photography section of the fair. She got nominated for a merit award too which is wonderful. 

BUNNIES.

The Bookmobile

Then the rodeo, unfortunately my camera batteries were dying by then so what pictures I have, are very blurry and generally bad.

This look like I did it on purpose? I didn't. Doesn't stop it from looking cool though 

The view from my seat at the rodeo back at the fair was awesome.

And that's it for the fair. This is Rowdy, the dog we got for my grandma. He had to stay at our house for a a day until we could get him to Menominee. He was super cute and loved to play. He was awesome for the time we had him. He's now at his new home with Grandma and Grandpa and they love him a lot.